::Claim Me::
Sleep is trying to claim me
I fight to keep it off
Dreams are trying to take me
I write to stay awake
I fear the pain that awaits me
When my eyes close to the light
I fear the thought of waking
And looking at my life
An altered life I found in dreams
But the dreams turned to torment me
Wanting to sleep not to dream
Wanting to cry not to scream
Wanting someone to rescue me
02-02-2003
Bonnie Jean Higgins
Posted in 2003, Enter the Abyss, Feeling Fatal, Interferon Days, Poetry | Tagged dark, depression, Dream, emotions, feeling fatal, insomnia, nightmares, sadness, screaming | 4 Comments »
:: Sunset Beyond The Fence ::
The sun sets in beautiful colors of orange and pink
It makes me sad
The light is gone and I prepare
For another long January night
That sunset is free though
Beyond the fence that I am always sent back to
My eyes are wet
Thoughts on loved ones sick or missed
Luna is coming and Orion too
But
This cold January night
I would prefer sunlight to starlight
B.J.H.
01-05-2012
Posted in 2012, Bonnie's Dreamscape Photography, Enter the Abyss, Feeling Fatal, Poetry | Tagged colors, dark, emotions, feeling trapped, Fence, Imagery, Luna, moon, nature, Orion, sunset | Leave a Comment »
~ Drip-Drip ~
The I.V. drip drips
I look at tired eyes with lines
From a joyful life
I hold a hand
Once strong and calloused
Now weak and trembling
I smile down at him with the love
Only a daughter can give
I.V. drip drips
He closes his wisdom filled blue eyes
Goodnight Daddy
I will see you in the morning
Silence
Except for shallow breaths
From my father
My tears spill over as I watch
The I.V. drip drip
For T.M.H.
I love you daddy
Bonnie Jean Higgins 01-o4-2012
Posted in 2012, Poetry, Special Dedications | Tagged Daughter, Devotion, emotions, Father, Heart Attack, Hospital, I.V., love, sadness, Summerland | Leave a Comment »
:: Glass and Orion ::
It’s a cold winter
My mind is on the ocean
Cool winds in april
Burning stars in October
Have’nt seen Assateague in a couple years
Heard today they might cut of my Lighthouse
Sad news
Life’s yo-yo kept me away
But tonight
I find solace
A little patch of sand
Shore of a glass lake
There is a dolphin in the name
I sitĀ on a dockĀ this cold winter night
Rocking peacefully
Star wishing in Orion’s belt
Dreams of an ocean I have not seen
A breeze will carry me there
Someday
B.J.H.
01-02-2012
Posted in 2012, Neptune's Daughter, Poetry, Starscape in the Dreamscape | Tagged Assateague, assateague island, emotions, Free verse, mystery, Orion, poetry, poets, seashore dreams, wishing stars, writing | 4 Comments »




