::Blank::
Looking at sea shells
On my jewelry box
Trying to sort out my mind
But, alas
Focus is not found
Random half evolved thoughts
Out of reach
Stuck here
Unable to decide whether to move
So I sit and stare
At the sea shells
On my jewelry box
Smelling sweet grass incense
B.J.H.
02-2402012
Posted in Poetry, Double-Sided Disorder, Enter the Abyss, 2012 | Tagged mystery, poets, writing, feeling trapped, conundrum | Leave a Comment »
:: Star Light, Star Bright ::
What do you do
When stars fail you
Wishes
Dreams
The magick of the indigo sky
Gone
A memory
Teardrop memory
When I lost my faith in star wishes
I had already lost my faith in words.
02-07-12
written some ungodly time in the morning before the sun rises
B.J.H.
Posted in 2012, Double-Sided Disorder, Enter the Abyss, Poetry, Starscape in the Dreamscape | Tagged colors, dreams, emotions, hopeless, insomnia, loss, love, magick, sadness, writers, writing | Leave a Comment »
::Claim Me::
Sleep is trying to claim me
I fight to keep it off
Dreams are trying to take me
I write to stay awake
I fear the pain that awaits me
When my eyes close to the light
I fear the thought of waking
And looking at my life
An altered life I found in dreams
But the dreams turned to torment me
Wanting to sleep not to dream
Wanting to cry not to scream
Wanting someone to rescue me
02-02-2003
Bonnie Jean Higgins
Posted in 2003, Enter the Abyss, Feeling Fatal, Interferon Days, Poetry | Tagged dark, depression, Dream, emotions, feeling fatal, insomnia, nightmares, sadness, screaming | 4 Comments »
Sunset beyond the fence
:: Sunset Beyond The Fence ::
The sun sets in beautiful colors of orange and pink
It makes me sad
The light is gone and I prepare
For another long January night
That sunset is free though
Beyond the fence that I am always sent back to
My eyes are wet
Thoughts on loved ones sick or missed
Luna is coming and Orion too
But
This cold January night
I would prefer sunlight to starlight
B.J.H.
01-05-2012
Posted in 2012, Bonnie's Dreamscape Photography, Enter the Abyss, Feeling Fatal, Poetry | Tagged colors, dark, emotions, feeling trapped, Fence, Imagery, Luna, moon, nature, Orion, sunset | Leave a Comment »
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