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My Mind, My World ~ 2003

Posted in 2003, Explaining the Dreamscape, Poetry with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on October 12, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud

In my mind there is a world
A world of moonbeams and dreams
In my mind there is a girl
A girl of starshine and sunbeams
In my mind there is a world
A world that keeps me at peace
In my mind lies my world
My world of fantasy and dreams
My visions
My demons
My loves
My secrets
My mind
My castle
Has all of these things in it
In my mind lies my world
The only world I want to be in

1.30.03

B.J.H.

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Stormcloud

Posted in 2003, Beware the Stormy Poet, Fallen Angel, Interferon Days, Jingle ~ Poetry Potluck, Poetry, Storms in the Dreamscape with tags , , , , , , , , on May 31, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud

::Stormcloud::

I can feel the storm inside of me
Threatening once again to break free
It’s churning my cloud of self-loathing
So depression is all I see
It holds a match to the fuse of my rage
It dangles a noose at my throat

I can sense a storm brewing deep inside my soul
The storm that threatened my life so very long ago
It’s casting shadows on my fear to drive away the light
It is sending raindrops to my heart
To drive me to the night

I can feel the storm inside of me
Threatening once again to break free
I can feel myself smile again
As I let my spirit free

Let the stormclouds come my way
Let them drown me in rain
I am the fallen angel
And Stormcloud is my name

I care not for the world of light
I care not for dreams
My storm is coming to take me away
I will leave you with my screams

BJH 02-11-2003

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Screams ~ 2003

Posted in 2003, Interferon Days, Storms in the Dreamscape with tags , on May 29, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud

They are always in the back of my mind
I hate to write always of screams
SCREAM….. you can never scream loud enough
Can screams somehow release your pain?
It never works for me
But… I continue to scream
My mind screams and screams
As I scream I smile at you and you think everything is fine
Do you scream in silence as well?

Early 2003 BJH

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Red River ~ 02-22-03

Posted in 2003, Birthstone Lines, Feeling Fatal, Interferon Days, Poetry with tags , , , , , , , , on April 18, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud

Red and smooth like silken sheets
Flowing from my endless sea
Staining pictures of memories
Scarring skin of white ice cream
Red and swirling droplets glow
Sliding down my wrist so cold
Washing my minds window pane
Red so much purer then drops of rain
Swirling, glowing, softly flowing
Memories hazy
My eyes are clearing
My pain is numb
Red and smooth like silken sheets
Makes a pool of purity
My secret habit goes to sleep
Once again I am clean.

by BJH 02-22-03

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