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Road Map Of Contradictions ~ 2010 ~ In Memory April 13, 2012

Posted in 2010, 2011, 2012, Double-Sided Disorder, Poetry, Special Dedications with tags , , , , , , on May 6, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

As asked I am re-posting this poem in the memory of who it was wrote for.

To those who requested this

I love you all very much

Originally  Posted  April 12, 2011

Road Map Of Contradictions

 

You cannot see what I see
And I cannot feel what you feel
A loss as to the outcome
A conflict that is much to real
Pain for you I cannot fathom
And my fear you cannot grasp
We dance on a sharp edge
A complicated mess
Is it normal what my eyes behold
When you feel no pain
I can only look to the past
Of what I know
And you do not seem the same
Many years have passed us by
And changes have been made
Still you change every day
It is hard to comprehend
I look at you with loving eyes
You fail to see I care
I want to help
To ease your pain
But the cost is hard to bare
Yes this pain is yours my love
It is in your hands alone
You are unable to let me share this burden
You say you must do this on your own
Sadly I am unable to understand
The road map of your thoughts
I will stand and wait for the day
When you can take me along.

BJH ~ 2010

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This was inspired by someone whom I loved dearly who struggled with addiction. Sadly not all can be helped. Eventually you have to walk away to save your own life. Good Luck ALP

April 12, 2011

Sad to say the addiction took over and he passed away. Rest In Peace ALP

April 13, 2012

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Sagittarius Musings

Posted in 2012, Music in the Dreamscape, Neptune's Daughter, Pixie Stix, Starscape in the Dreamscape with tags , , , , , , , , , on May 6, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

::Flip-Flop Tan Lines::

White waves rush

to greet coral toe tips

Sand of white powder

Sets off flip-flop tan lines

Silver moon

Illuminates ocean waves

That hum melancholy Chopin

 moon shines down

On receding waves

Powder white sand glitters

Setting off a single pink flip-flop

May 6, 2012

BJH

Seashore Daydreams by Neptune’s Daughter

Posted in 2012, Bonnie's Dreamscape Photography, Neptune's Daughter with tags , , , , , , , on May 6, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

:: Seashore Daydreams::

White caps break long before they reach the shore

Sent from the churning ocean

Kissing an endless horizon

That I can only dream of following

The Sun sets in hues of cornflower blue

Calm and serene

Above Neptune’s restless realm

The horizon I long to go to

To sail to

I want to it follow forever

Seashore daydreams

Just a fleeting passing shimmer

When I wake up in the morning

The white caps

Crashing and pounding

Will fade away to become

Just a picture in my camera

~ ~ ~

Bonnie Jean Higgins

Rehoboth Beach Delaware

March 2012

 

Her name is unknown… followed by crows

Posted in 2012, Enter the Abyss, Storms in the Dreamscape with tags , , , , , , on May 6, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

:: Followed By Crows::

There are mornings when the Sun is not welcome

When the day should not come

When I do not want to greet Dawn

This morning came like a criminal

The big yellow eye

Broke through his window

Fought the skeletons

And caressed my hand

The feeling cold and numb

When the Sun steels my Moon

I know I must go

My time in his bed

In this peace

Are at an end

And minutes will turn to hours turn to days

Until again

I hear his heartbeat in my ear

The whisper of his breath on the crown of my head

This was my home

Outside it is cold

Hearing omens brought by crows

As I head south

Far away from home

Bonnie Jean Higgins

March 2012

Daffodil thoughts on a silent poet

Posted in 2012, Famous Authors, Poetry, Special Dedications with tags , , , , , , , on March 12, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

:: Blank Page ::

I always admired him

His words captured my attention

Sometimes I didn’t understand them

But the passion in those words

Told me more than he knew.

The excitement he had

The fire in his eyes when he shared his dreams

It brought me inspiration

His pen is silent now

And a fear creeps into me

He wrote to free  his mind

And at times to regain sanity

I wonder now how he keeps his mind

from shattering

His passion and abstract daydreams

A writer only puts down his pen

When they have given up on living.

B.J.H.

03-12-2012

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