It’s late
No sleep
I do love Mozart
The Crown of Canada
The Queen
Alas,
No Sleep
My love
Is in dreams
I write
No sleep
I do love Mozart at 3am
B.J.H.
10-02-2011
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Insomnia with Mozart
Posted in 2011, Music in the Dreamscape with tags bi polar disorder, Canada, Conditions and Diseases, Crown Royal, dark, insomnia, Lacrymosa, Mozart., Requiem, requiem mass, Sleep disorder, Whiskey, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart on October 2, 2011 by BonniestormcloudSomeone ~ 2007
Posted in Double-Sided Disorder, Enter the Abyss, Poetry, Storms in the Dreamscape with tags bi polar disorder, dark, dreams, emotions, love, passion, sadness on September 1, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud:Someone::
I need someone to love me in sunshine and in rain
Someone to be there for me when my mind gets a little insane
I need someone to need me and to tell me it is okay
Someone who will treasure my heart and never throw it away
I need someone to help me when I am lost within a rage
Someone to take my hand and tell me it is going to be okay
I want someone who believes in forever, in sunshine and in rain
Someone who will hold my hand and wipe my tears away
I just need someone who will be there in sunshine and in rain
Someone who will take my teardrops and kiss the pain away
~©B.J.H. 04.10.07~
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Silent Darkness
Posted in 2005, Feeling Fatal, Fortress Of Stone, Poetry with tags dark, depression, emotions, poetry, poets, sadness, solitude, writers, writing on August 27, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud::Silent Darkness::
I do not feel
I cannot try
My wings are clipped
My soul is tired
No more daydreams
I am at home
Peaceful solitude
In my fortress of stone
I do not come out
I do not try
I am content here
Where there is nothing to hide
No more tears
I am at home
Silent darkness
In my fortress of stone
©04.19.05
Bonnie Jean Higgins/All Rights Reserved
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Stormcloud
Posted in 2003, Beware the Stormy Poet, Fallen Angel, Interferon Days, Jingle ~ Poetry Potluck, Poetry, Storms in the Dreamscape with tags angels, bi polar disorder, dark, depression, dreams, emotions, manic depression, poetry, poets on May 31, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud::Stormcloud::
I can feel the storm inside of me
Threatening once again to break free
It’s churning my cloud of self-loathing
So depression is all I see
It holds a match to the fuse of my rage
It dangles a noose at my throat
I can sense a storm brewing deep inside my soul
The storm that threatened my life so very long ago
It’s casting shadows on my fear to drive away the light
It is sending raindrops to my heart
To drive me to the night
I can feel the storm inside of me
Threatening once again to break free
I can feel myself smile again
As I let my spirit free
Let the stormclouds come my way
Let them drown me in rain
I am the fallen angel
And Stormcloud is my name
I care not for the world of light
I care not for dreams
My storm is coming to take me away
I will leave you with my screams
BJH 02-11-2003
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::She Never Made It Home::
Posted in 2004, Fiction, Poetry with tags dark, fantasy, feeling trapped, mystery, stories on May 19, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud::She Never Made It Home::
Going home it’s cold outside
My breath freezes as icy vapor
The moon she shows me the path to take
On an otherwise dark winters night
The forest sleeps only the sound of my footsteps
Alone in solitude
Going home to a warm fireside
Where family tells tales of old dreams
The wind starts blowing stinging my face
It tries to snatch the cloak from my embrace
Shadows form, clouds cover the moon
On this cold wintry night
Listening to elders while I sit on the floor
Sounds they creak as the shadows advance
I realize that I am not alone
And all I want is to go home
©01.20.04
BJH
