:: Star Light, Star Bright ::
What do you do
When stars fail you
Wishes
Dreams
The magick of the indigo sky
Gone
A memory
Teardrop memory
When I lost my faith in star wishes
I had already lost my faith in words.
02-07-12
written some ungodly time in the morning before the sun rises
B.J.H.
::Claim Me::
Sleep is trying to claim me
I fight to keep it off
Dreams are trying to take me
I write to stay awake
I fear the pain that awaits me
When my eyes close to the light
I fear the thought of waking
And looking at my life
An altered life I found in dreams
But the dreams turned to torment me
Wanting to sleep not to dream
Wanting to cry not to scream
Wanting someone to rescue me
02-02-2003
Bonnie Jean Higgins
:: I Just Don’t Know ::
Double-Sided disorder
Strikes again
Went to the doc
Upped those meds
Explained to managment
Watch for Warning signs
Research the danger zone
When the circuit breaker is blown
Gotta stop the Hazard zone
Waiting for sanity
It always returns
Downside moments cause
unintended disruption
it takes time for the brain to stabilize
Constant effort
not always maintained
B.J.H.
Fall of 2011
::Marisol Stage Left::
She blinks and wakes
To a new existence
Shadowed
Rainy
Lonely
She blinks again
She must be dreaming
Nightmares
Night terrors
Bad Trip
Blink, Blink
Hot tears bleed from
Green eyes streaked red
Dropping
Searing
Not drying
She blinks and blinks
She realized
Marisol
Exited stage left
Maybe she will come again in the spring
Only Clyde knows….
B.J.H. 12-24-2011
So dark the night is
A luxury
Why does this Disease
Of my minds
Take my sleep?
I smile
Dizzy
Bukowski
Another madman
He adores My Mozart
If I was wise
The stars on the wall
Would mean something
B.J.H. 10 ~02~011
3:43 am
Bon, B, Marisol, Elena, Princess, Witch, Sunshine, Angel Sybil, pick a name I have many
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