Archive for sadness

Her name is unknown… followed by crows

Posted in 2012, Enter the Abyss, Storms in the Dreamscape with tags , , , , , , on May 6, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

:: Followed By Crows::

There are mornings when the Sun is not welcome

When the day should not come

When I do not want to greet Dawn

This morning came like a criminal

The big yellow eye

Broke through his window

Fought the skeletons

And caressed my hand

The feeling cold and numb

When the Sun steels my Moon

I know I must go

My time in his bed

In this peace

Are at an end

And minutes will turn to hours turn to days

Until again

I hear his heartbeat in my ear

The whisper of his breath on the crown of my head

This was my home

Outside it is cold

Hearing omens brought by crows

As I head south

Far away from home

Bonnie Jean Higgins

March 2012

prozac dtox and prednisone inspire gloomy writing

Posted in 2012, Double-Sided Disorder, Enter the Abyss, Poetry, Starscape in the Dreamscape with tags , , , , , , , , , , on February 9, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

:: Star Light, Star Bright ::

What do you do

When stars fail you

Wishes

Dreams

The magick of the indigo sky

Gone

A memory

Teardrop memory

When I lost my faith in star wishes

I had already lost my faith in words.

02-07-12

written some ungodly time in the morning before the sun rises

B.J.H.

Claim Me

Posted in 2003, Enter the Abyss, Feeling Fatal, Interferon Days, Poetry with tags , , , , , , , , on January 20, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

::Claim Me::

Sleep is trying to claim me

I fight to keep it off

Dreams are trying to take me

I write to stay awake

I fear the pain that awaits me

When my eyes close to the light

I fear the thought of waking

And looking at my life

An altered life I found in dreams

But the dreams turned to torment me

Wanting to sleep not to dream

Wanting to cry not to scream

Wanting someone to rescue me

02-02-2003

Bonnie Jean Higgins

Don’t go to summerland yet…

Posted in 2012, Poetry, Special Dedications with tags , , , , , , , , , on January 4, 2012 by Bonniestormcloud

~ Drip-Drip ~

The I.V. drip drips

I look at tired eyes with lines

From a joyful life

I hold a hand

Once strong and calloused

Now weak and trembling

I smile down at him with the love

Only a daughter can give

I.V. drip drips

He closes his wisdom filled blue eyes

Goodnight Daddy

I will see you in the morning

Silence

Except for shallow breaths

From my father

My tears spill over as I watch

The I.V. drip drip

For T.M.H.

I love you daddy

Bonnie Jean Higgins 01-o4-2012

Someone ~ 2007

Posted in Double-Sided Disorder, Enter the Abyss, Poetry, Storms in the Dreamscape with tags , , , , , , on September 1, 2011 by Bonniestormcloud

:Someone::

 

I need someone to love me in sunshine and in rain

Someone to be there for me when my mind gets a little insane

I need someone to need me and to tell me it is okay

Someone who will treasure my heart and never throw it away

I need someone to help me when I am lost within a rage

Someone to take my hand and tell me it is going to be okay

I want someone who believes in forever, in sunshine and in rain

Someone who will hold my hand and wipe my tears away

I just need someone who will be there in sunshine and in rain

Someone who will take my teardrops and kiss the pain away

 

~©B.J.H. 04.10.07~

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