Spider Webs

Spider web
Ghostly threads
Caught my heart
My soul is bled
Glowing eyes
Wrap me tight
Shuts out the light
For breath I fight
Velvet voice
Laughs at me
I don’t want to hear
I cannot flee
Spider web
With dew drops glow
Luminescent threads
Feel so cold
Glowing eyes
Gaze at me
I don’t want to see
The sea of green
Velvet voice
Whispering
In my dreams
I am whimpering
For the spider web
Has captured me
Lulling me softly
into nothing but
Spider webs
Ghostly threads
Caught in nightmares
Of
Spider webs

B.J.H.

Inspired by The Cure’s Lullaby and Depression

Cryings Wicked

Green and yellow

Eyes of sorrow

Matted lashes

Hair of ashes

Red and swollen

Lips are bitten

Blood escapes

A nervous habit

Note of music

Cryings wicked

Howling teardrops

She is dropping

Green and yellow

Eyes of sorrow

Close forever.

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Copyright BJH 2019

Thinking of you RIP R.A.

Never what I wanted

My semicolon ring

Is my badge of honor

Just a tribute to multiple failures

As they say

You’re here for a reason.

BJH

01-09-+2019

Cotton Candy and Blueberry Dreams

You can only drown it for so long
It comes back in waves
Tidal waves
Tsunamis of the past
Emotions that were banished
It comes to you in pain
The hitch of your breath
The heartbeat that hurts
The wet eyes that burn
It comes in waves
Crushing
Pounding
Drowning
Dying at the ocean
It comes to you in waves
What could have been
What should have been
What dreams were made of
Yet alone you are
With Vodka as your savior
BjH
1-09-2019
Random thoughts of lost Poets.
And maybe a bit too much to drink.

Heather

No goodbye,
Heather was final

She was a seductress
No redemption
And no goodbye

I cry, I hide, I grieve
Heather goes on
She don’t care

Oceans and stillness
Boxes of redemtion
On a Dark Moon
Cannot bring them back

My soul is broken
My heart cannot fathom this

Yet they sleep
At peace
I remain
Stone over a deep ocean

BJH
12/23/2018