~ Sometimes silence eats you with cannibal thoughts of the mind ~
~ I saw the Earth rotate, looking down on a windshield. Flotsam and jetsam under a cloudy sky. Could I be standing over the abyss? ~
Category Archives: Year 2011
Enchanted
Brown eyes mesmerize
Green eyes flutter
Hearts skip a beat
Then pound like thunder
Head tilts forward
Hair brushes her face
Kissing ensues
At a frantic pace
Passion builds
Like an ocean wave
A sigh of release
Leads to a sleepy gaze
His arms are strong
He holds her tight
They embrace the spell
Of this enchanted night
B.J.H.
Ocean City May 2011
Road Map Of Contradictions ~ 2010 ~ In Memory April 13, 2012
As asked I am re-posting this poem in the memory of who it was wrote for.
To those who requested this
I love you all very much
Originally Posted April 12, 2011
Road Map Of Contradictions
You cannot see what I see
And I cannot feel what you feel
A loss as to the outcome
A conflict that is much to real
Pain for you I cannot fathom
And my fear you cannot grasp
We dance on a sharp edge
A complicated mess
Is it normal what my eyes behold
When you feel no pain
I can only look to the past
Of what I know
And you do not seem the same
Many years have passed us by
And changes have been made
Still you change every day
It is hard to comprehend
I look at you with loving eyes
You fail to see I care
I want to help
To ease your pain
But the cost is hard to bare
Yes this pain is yours my love
It is in your hands alone
You are unable to let me share this burden
You say you must do this on your own
Sadly I am unable to understand
The road map of your thoughts
I will stand and wait for the day
When you can take me along.
BJH ~ 2010
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This was inspired by someone whom I loved dearly who struggled with addiction. Sadly not all can be helped. Eventually you have to walk away to save your own life. Good Luck ALP
April 12, 2011
Sad to say the addiction took over and he passed away. Rest In Peace ALP
April 13, 2012
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sometime last year
:: I Just Don’t Know ::
Double-Sided disorder
Strikes again
Went to the doc
Upped those meds
Explained to managment
Watch for Warning signs
Research the danger zone
When the circuit breaker is blown
Gotta stop the Hazard zone
Waiting for sanity
It always returns
Downside moments cause
unintended disruption
it takes time for the brain to stabilize
Constant effort
not always maintained
B.J.H.
Fall of 2011
eye of the storm
:: Electric Dolphin ::
Dark nights
bad thoughts
White ovals
Swirling in my stomache
Music that disturbed me
Why?
I don’t know
I want to hear Learning To Fly
by Pink Floyd
I am going to fly and soar
We are in neverland
With white ovals
I am not connected to their world
I drift with the dolphins
In the dark with words
My fuzzy brain
Writes these lines
B.J.H.
12-19-2011
Dreamscape Poetry 